[Reporter Kim So-yeon of Daily Economy Star Today]
Se-jeong, a member of the girl group Gugudan, revealed her feelings of dissolution.
Se-jeong said on Instagram on the 31st of last month, “Now the schedule is over and I look back and upload the posts one by one.”
Gugudan, a nine-member girl group that debuted in 2016, finished and disbanded activities on December 31 last year. This is what Se-jeong wrote.
Se-jeong said, “It’s been 6 years since we practiced as a team. Even when the audition proposal for ‘Produce 101’ came in in 15 years, I sat in front of PD and said, ‘I’m preparing for my debut with members and I’m going to debut soon. I remember saying, “I don’t want to participate.” She recalled her days before her debut.
“From some point, of course, I think I had a deep faith in my heart that I would start with the members. I believed in our abilities as well, and I always felt that everyone was so great. Starting from small, trivial actions necessary for social life as a group It was the members who informed and persuaded the many spirits to be equipped with.”
Se-jeong listed the members one by one and recalled the memories, and said, “Our team, Gugudan cannot release new album for fans and will not be forgotten in the future, will lose the effect of the name tomorrow, but the moments and times together and the memories that only we will know forever I bet you will stay on our one page and heal your empty mind.”
She continued, “I was happy and always sorry for the last 4 years and 6 months that I had dreamed together with the same goal. It is too complicated to leave any writing with a lot of stories and words, and these hearts that only we can know and understand. I hate misunderstandings, rather than saying phrases and phrases, I just want to leave that I was sorry to the members even though it wasn’t anyone’s fault and will, and I was thankful more than anything else.”
Se-jeong also said, “I love Gugudan and Best Friend (Gugudan fan club), who will remain as happy memories forever,” and said hello to the members and fans.
<Se-jeong’s social media post>
Now that the schedule is over, I look back and post posts
I also thought about writing it down in a handwritten letter, but I chose the text as I thought I would repeat it.
When I first entered the practice room in 2014 and exchanged awkward greetings with Gugudan members, I remembered that we were becoming a team one by one when we first matched our breath. It has been 6 years since we practiced as a team.
Even when the 15 year Produce 101 audition proposal came in, I sat in front of PD and said, “I will be preparing for my debut with Gugudan members and I will debut soon. I remember saying, “I don’t want to participate”
Just from a certain moment, it seems that I had a deep faith in my heart that I would start with the members of course. I believed in our abilities as well, and I always felt that everyone was such a great person.
I remember when I first joined the company as a member of the debut group. I was an ordinary student preparing for the Department of Practical Music.
I only pursued a very strong personality that could not fit with the girl group, neither dancing nor singing. Of course, I was a very stubborn adolescent girl.
It was the members who melted me, understood me, and taught me one by one and persuaded me from the small, trivial actions necessary for my social life to the many spirits I should have as a group, and I also thought that it would be fun to team up with them with all my heart.
Hana, who led me to the smallest part, who had a lot of social life. So-jin always tried to be a good friend of me, but I couldn’t get closer and distanced me. I always feel sorry to her. Na-young, always fits best in my heart and knows even though I don’t talk anymore. Hye-yeon must have grown up a lot now, and Hae-bin, who always understands her heart as a mentor, always talked to each other and tried to understand each other. Isn’t it that she kept a distance just because she got close to each other? I’m always grateful for keeping her position as the eldest sister, Mimi. And, I always feel sorry to Sally, worrying that I didn’t understand her deep inner and broken heart as she came from a foreign country. Mina, you were allowed to be childish more, as the youngest member, but you grew up to early.
Our team called Gugudan, which is indispensable and will not be forgotten in the future, will lose its effect tomorrow.
The moments and times we spent together and the memories that only we may know will soothe our empty hearts, assuring that they will stay on our one page forever.
I was happy and always sorry for the last 4 years and 6 months that I had dreamed together with the same goal. It is too complicated to write a lot of stories and words containing hearts, and I hate to guess and misunderstand these hearts that only we can know and understand. Rather than saying phrases and phrases, even if it wasn’t anyone’s fault and will, I would like to always leave that I was sorry to the members.
I moved and opened my young heart, which I looked at from a distance that even my family wouldn’t be infinite, so they were completely on my side. The last words that I felt sorry for my beloved best friend who made me believe were swallowed inside and said that I was always thankful.
I love Gugudan and my best friend who will remain as happy memories forever.
(I wrote it down in a hurry, so it was late, misspelling, or the content is messy, sorry, thank you for reading the long post)
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